3 1 thxntnxl more was a. oomon saying that once Alberta. got into your blood

you never wholly could. be weaned irom it. You might go away, but you would alum

come back. who place was like a magnet. 11: would pull you back. one heard all sorts of terms applied to it: "Yhnpiro In-ndl" "God's land!" 'Ia.n'o Legal" and so forth. I think itiwaa like theioounory in Servioem Iwmn, which made or broke a mm.-.3 place where only the strong oould - survive. A plane tint aerated one about to death ‘not which ‘gave eventually the greatest at rewards.

some poet once wrote: Wales: we carry the beamimz. with us we will find. it not" I one did not need to oarry beauty with him to see it out there. 1”:-eauno that; but even ‘beauty does not wholly setisry the outing or a. hungry soul. I think I was hungry all the time.

It as ‘no that I wanted so much to return to New York and nw £r1endI,——but

Iflx deep in me was the overpowering urge to —wr1tel I realized that when 1 went down to cams:-y, shat myself in a room :5.» two weeks, and 1: seemed as 11' I had turned. on a. mental tauoet. Everything wanted to com tunbllng out otme at onoet I ma no man to write--so mob to tell--. the words run our each other -they Jeotled. for room and space.

And now I am back in New York! the roar or the olty resound: in my earn. My 1111: is in Jeopardy” every time I go out on the streets. mke 1311: Van Winkle I feel as if I had come up out of a long sleep and all the world had changed for me. But time wings along. Mme acclimate: us to all thmge. as I have said. ttuhz ‘thousands otxnilea any 1':-em me new the magnet or the ranch may be turning toward me. B111 1 go back?

I do not know.